看到你和其他女生很好谈。。。
很放。。但是对我却很客气。。
我很无奈。。。我承认，我吃醋。。
但是我无法忘记你。。我希望我曾经没有喜欢过你。。
但是每当我看到你，都不禁的注意你。。
我恨想讯息你，问候你。。。看是伤势如何。。还痛吗。。
但是我不敢。。我怕你觉得我烦。。。
所以，最后只能默默地在为你祈祷。。。

get well soon..

刚才看到你来补习。。
我也是放学才知道吧了。。
有点吓到。。。虽然是皮外伤。。我看了都心痛。。。
有点心酸。。。蛮严重的其实。。。
希望你早日康复，重返学校。。
=）

worried

好一阵子没有更新。。。
昨天去到学校听说你翻摩托的消息，有点吓到。。
你令我担心。。
开始他们说到很严重。。。
回到家就发讯息给你。。
听到你没有事，也只是皮外伤。。
心理觉得还好没事。。。
之前你另我担心一次。。
现在是第二次。。
希望好好照顾你自己。。
我不希望听到你进院的事了。。

2011

Long time din blogging. New year, new life.2011
Actually i quite enjoy this year cos this year is the last year i stay in secondary school. After that will graduate and go other place for further study.
This year meet you again,i quite sad actually.
Since last year you didn't care about our class and can just in our class during your period,sit there and give us homework. You never open your mouth to talk to us for half year.Everything you need to tell us is just through the white board. I just endure it. Until this year, you teach me again. I think that you will talk to us.
The first day you in our class, you just laugh and joke with other people. Those last year 4s3's student you didn't care at all. Okay fine.Just let it be.
I wannna enjoy the last year in secondary school. But when your class, i cant concentrate and i feel i not really enjoy the last year i stay in secondary school.
Hope you will be fine soon. Please, I cant endure it d.

Anyways, life is short.Dun hate the people till the end of your life. It's so suffer.
Try to forgive them and you will have a wonderful life.
This class make me feel uncomfortable.I dunno why.
The people at there is like so fake.( dunno how to describe)
I miss my EX classmate. Always fooling around with yours guys. I miss the days.=)
So, this year i will sit for SPM. It's really important for me.
strive for it and get a good result..
Lastly, hope everything is fine in this year and can really enjoy it.

hey bitch..i tell here..
i fucking hate you...
you know..your attitude make me wanna slap you..
please...dun disturb people..
dun think you that so beautiful..
dun think that you got many friends..
i tell you..
start from..i wont be your friend anymore..
although you find you and ask me something..
i wont reply your message anymore..
i will delete your number from my phone contact..
just now receive a message from you..

BITCH: hey..dun fooling around i tell you..i angry now...
ME: huh? what,i just ask them..how come i know they will tell others..
BITCH: so that when dun really know something then dun spread it out..
ME: what..! i tell you again..i just ASK..!
BITCH: i dun wan sms with you already..
ME: okay..fine..up to you..i dun mind at all..dun mention it..

OMG...when i receive the message that say i dun wan sms with you already..
hey bitch, you find me 1st okay...
dun think you so noble la..
you're not!!
i tell you
your look is like shit...
your attitude let people fucking hate it..
dun be childish and naive please..
how old are you...? 16..?!
OMG..i dun think so..
FUCK OFF BITCH...!!!!!!!

do my best

i think...i should less online and concentrate on my studies..
after this week..there are 2 weeks holiday for hari raya..
i need use this 2 weeks wisely to prepare for my final exam..
i should do my best for my spm..
mayb i will control myself will not going to online in tis few weeks..
but...nowdays i feel damn lazy to touch my homework and do revision..
dunno why la..
hope i can do it..
so that i wont regret ...

FIGHTING for exam..><
gambateh

i hate here..where i had lived here for 16 years...
i hate stay with you...
you make me hate you and angry on you..
your attitude..i dunno why..you change a lot this few years..
MAYBE really got...
but every night you will keep calling people..
although i dunno is who..but i can guess that..
after next year i will leave here and never come back again..
i swear..
i just endure it..
i really really hateeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

有时候真的很希望时间能够回到从前。。
把以前想做的东西给完成。。
以前都以为这个不好，那个不好。。。
最后到了今天我才后悔。。。
现在的我不知所措。。
不懂是我错了还是怎样。。
我有一种说不出来的感觉，哭不出来。。
超辛苦。。！！
我后悔我选择了你。。
选择了你，我都好像在给人说，给人歧视。。
虽然我不知道是不是，但他们给我的感觉就是这样。。
我真的很后悔。。
算了。。我只好挨过今年和明年。。
加油。。！！

haiz

不懂为什么。。最近又开始blogging。。
今年发生了很多事。。
应该说，在我人生里没有一个朋友可以信任。。
自从拿件事以后。。。
我还怕再被人出卖。。所以所有的心事都一个人默默地放在心里。。
其实挺难受的。。
我真的希望一有一个知心的朋友。。。

朋友多不代表什么都能说出来。。
知心的一个就够了。。
我真的很希望有一个信得过的朋能听我诉苦。。

6-8-2010

对不起。。。
我不是说要去远离你们还是怎样。。
我感觉，有时和你们真的很开心。。但当有些事。。
你们都是三个人去说，给我感觉是在说我。。。
我一直都告诉我自己，不是这样的。。
他们不是在说我，但从你们的眼神里我在知道我的判断是错误的。。
昨天虽然没有和你们吵，我试着忍。。。
所以今天来到学校，我逼我自己不要和你们说话甚至不看你们。。
其实我们并不是说很好的朋友。。
只是，在那班我们都不太认识那些同学。。
我们从3A2到4s3。。。所以都好像相依为命。。。
我最后在忍无可忍的情况下，决定不再和你们多说。。
今天老师又叫分组，虽然我们四个坐在同一排。。
但是我却不要和你们一组。。
我也不想。。我真的很辛苦。。
我也不懂，我为什么会为一班像你们这样的普通朋友而哭。。

long time i didn't update my blog..
cos i am busy wif my studies...
just finish mid exam and 2 week holidays not long..
erm...now ady july d..
i had been 3 month like tht din update my blog..
suddenly come and update it..
i less online nowadays..
cos i wan to concentrate on my studies..
next year need face SPM..
so tht...need to work hard start from now..
>.<
although sumtime i am very lazy and just catching drama..
but then i also got do my revision one la..
hehe

finally finish 1st exam..
pheww~~~
but result is bad lo...>.<
the most bad is 3 language sub...
i think i must put more effort on it whn mid exam..

just finish exam 3 days nia..
now having hols..
after hold will continue wif those sub like mt,mm,bio,chemi and physics...
aikx..
sick of those sub ..
lazy to study
congratulation to the spm student who get well and excellent result...
like...

* lau
*jarrold
*goh kah wei
*reaz wei
*sharline
*chia yee
* kar keng
*ronald
*edwin
*elynn

and others..
=)
envy me weiii
@.@
sum of yours did well and gets full A's
glad to hear tht..
i am proud of yours..
erm..
i will try my best to study hard and smart like yours..
although it seem impossible and hard.but i will try my best..
=)

xiao weii....nice girl..
she did well in her stpm too..3As and 1b...
although you not satisfy wif your result.
but..it ady good...
=)
so...jy in your future ya
^^

long time din update my blog...
cos i am busy with my studies....it make me tired and stressful..
@.@
haix....
so...exam coming soon...
teacher not yet finish teaching...nowdays tuition teacher and skul teacher keep rushing ...
hard to catch up and no time..cos..nx week is our sport day..
erm...sumtime cos of marching..will skip my tuition class..thn will skip the lesson..
back home ady evening and tiring..
nite just do sum hmwork...thn slp...
nx day still sleepy whn teaher teaching..aikx..
anyways...
i really not enough time to study ..
i think my 1st exam result will be very badddddd!!
fortunately, my exam just exam 3 day nia..
after tht got one week hols for me to prepare..
so...
i will rushing like a mad cow tht time...
so.will less online and blogging..cos...not only focus on my studies...
my tuition teachers will have many extra classs...
tiring with them...

ytd..i chat wif my fren..
he come from perak too..although he older thn me 1 year onli.
whn i chat wif him ...i feel he is funny lo...
his name all tekyi...( tis is his nickname mayb...not his real name wad..)
erm....
he is so friendly i feel tht..
but duno la..cant sure for now...
cos we just knw each other not longer time..
so..
will try more communicate wif him
few weeks will going no online..
cnt chat wif him..
haiz...
anyways...
hope i can c him online 2day..
missing him much here..

Tekyi whr are you
hahas..
=)

chemistry..you kill me..
i hate you...
i feel " YOU" darn hard...
i sick of " YOU"

I am really exhausted.i din try it b4..
i feel too tired..
lacking of time...
nowdays..my life seen like complicated...
except tuition...at house hmwork..study ...
all the time is book..
feel stress...wad should i do...?
my tuition is seen like many?
should cancel some of it..?
i dunno...cos my skul teacher teaching i really dunno wad she saying..so need tuition help me..
if i cancel it..i think i cnt catch up at all ba...
ytd nite slp at 12.00++
2day morning wake up at 8.00 and prepare to go add math tuition at 9.30
after tht 11.00 just back home and take a break.
12.00 go tuition again till 4.00
go for chemistry and physics tuition..
say the real..start in chemistry lesson..
i not so concentrate at it...
i feel so tired anyways...
now blogging here is almost 8.00pm...
later need to bath..
i hv lots of hmwork not yet to do ....
2moro i cnt do them..
i should finish them later nite..i think will finish it till midnite..
cos...just biology peka...also need more time...
after tht still got math and add math hmwork..
add math need more time to solve it...
erm...so..i really lacking of time now...
2moro need to go shopping wif cousin ...she back frm marcau ...
so tht...
time to stop it..

update soon...
busy stuff..
=(

Lacking Of Times !!!

New Life Is Too Complicated

i am sick of it...
my life is complicated now...
start busy life...everyday skul...tuition and latihan sukan...
my days is full of them...sigh
i miss f3 life...really..i enjoy it...
now going to f4 ..it is stressful and complicated..
every things is new and hard..
some subject no more objektif...>.<
skul is not so efficient actually..
till now...i not yet get text book..
my class tatally got 13 ppl din get it..include me...@__@
many homework...although just second days...
so..i hope so fast to get it...cos so many hmwork...i no time to finish it..
erm...
until now...bi teacher is ok...sumtime will say joke and also enjoy his class...
bc is ok also..not really start teaching...just tell us format...
aftertht is math and add math...thr are quite ok la..but thr will hard after tht..
bio and chemistry i not yet start it..
bio will start 2moro..
hope it not so complicated...and physics..just chapter 1...i feel dizzy and faint ady...
history...i not like it..
but i will try my best to love it..memories it..
if really cant...i dunno how jor..cos it all about tamadun one...aikx...dunno wad lai d..

rumah suakn start 2moro..
and tuition none stop...

Monday: add math and math
Tuesday: physics
Wednesday: biology
Thursday: Bm
Friday: Bi
Sarurday: chemistry and account...( although my class din got account..but i take it...just tuition...i think it will be my extra subject...just try it..)

i am exhausted...

will less update...

whn free will tey to update it..

=)
take care...

i am confusing tht..wad stream i am going to study..
last is sc stream..b4 i tell my frens say tht i wil study art ger...
sum of them say dun wan..it not good and else...
finally..skul arrange me to sc stream.
i will continue at sc stream...
although drop 1 class..but is ok
i will try my best and study hard....
i will take extra subject...P.A...
okk..i will try it...
i just can tuition for it...
cos my stream din got it...
so....god bless to all of u la..
=)

New begining for 2010..
jia you..
=)

wedding dinner..

Congratulation to Yan kor kor and her wife la.
muhaha...just back frm their wedding dinner..
it was nice and i be drunk with wine...=)
i din take any photo cos so many ppl..damn noisy and also lazy..xD
nx time..if not chance i take their pic and blog here..
i think impossible la..hehe...they will back KL after 2moro i think..
wanna working ma..so...wish them happy always ...