有时候真的很希望时间能够回到从前。。
把以前想做的东西给完成。。
以前都以为这个不好，那个不好。。。
最后到了今天我才后悔。。。
现在的我不知所措。。
不懂是我错了还是怎样。。
我有一种说不出来的感觉，哭不出来。。
超辛苦。。！！
我后悔我选择了你。。
选择了你，我都好像在给人说，给人歧视。。
虽然我不知道是不是，但他们给我的感觉就是这样。。
我真的很后悔。。
算了。。我只好挨过今年和明年。。
加油。。！！

haiz

不懂为什么。。最近又开始blogging。。
今年发生了很多事。。
应该说，在我人生里没有一个朋友可以信任。。
自从拿件事以后。。。
我还怕再被人出卖。。所以所有的心事都一个人默默地放在心里。。
其实挺难受的。。
我真的希望一有一个知心的朋友。。。

朋友多不代表什么都能说出来。。
知心的一个就够了。。
我真的很希望有一个信得过的朋能听我诉苦。。

6-8-2010

对不起。。。
我不是说要去远离你们还是怎样。。
我感觉，有时和你们真的很开心。。但当有些事。。
你们都是三个人去说，给我感觉是在说我。。。
我一直都告诉我自己，不是这样的。。
他们不是在说我，但从你们的眼神里我在知道我的判断是错误的。。
昨天虽然没有和你们吵，我试着忍。。。
所以今天来到学校，我逼我自己不要和你们说话甚至不看你们。。
其实我们并不是说很好的朋友。。
只是，在那班我们都不太认识那些同学。。
我们从3A2到4s3。。。所以都好像相依为命。。。
我最后在忍无可忍的情况下，决定不再和你们多说。。
今天老师又叫分组，虽然我们四个坐在同一排。。
但是我却不要和你们一组。。
我也不想。。我真的很辛苦。。
我也不懂，我为什么会为一班像你们这样的普通朋友而哭。。

long time i didn't update my blog..
cos i am busy wif my studies...
just finish mid exam and 2 week holidays not long..
erm...now ady july d..
i had been 3 month like tht din update my blog..
suddenly come and update it..
i less online nowadays..
cos i wan to concentrate on my studies..
next year need face SPM..
so tht...need to work hard start from now..
>.<
although sumtime i am very lazy and just catching drama..
but then i also got do my revision one la..
hehe

finally finish 1st exam..
pheww~~~
but result is bad lo...>.<
the most bad is 3 language sub...
i think i must put more effort on it whn mid exam..

just finish exam 3 days nia..
now having hols..
after hold will continue wif those sub like mt,mm,bio,chemi and physics...
aikx..
sick of those sub ..
lazy to study
congratulation to the spm student who get well and excellent result...
like...

* lau
*jarrold
*goh kah wei
*reaz wei
*sharline
*chia yee
* kar keng
*ronald
*edwin
*elynn

and others..
=)
envy me weiii
@.@
sum of yours did well and gets full A's
glad to hear tht..
i am proud of yours..
erm..
i will try my best to study hard and smart like yours..
although it seem impossible and hard.but i will try my best..
=)

xiao weii....nice girl..
she did well in her stpm too..3As and 1b...
although you not satisfy wif your result.
but..it ady good...
=)
so...jy in your future ya
^^

long time din update my blog...
cos i am busy with my studies....it make me tired and stressful..
@.@
haix....
so...exam coming soon...
teacher not yet finish teaching...nowdays tuition teacher and skul teacher keep rushing ...
hard to catch up and no time..cos..nx week is our sport day..
erm...sumtime cos of marching..will skip my tuition class..thn will skip the lesson..
back home ady evening and tiring..
nite just do sum hmwork...thn slp...
nx day still sleepy whn teaher teaching..aikx..
anyways...
i really not enough time to study ..
i think my 1st exam result will be very badddddd!!
fortunately, my exam just exam 3 day nia..
after tht got one week hols for me to prepare..
so...
i will rushing like a mad cow tht time...
so.will less online and blogging..cos...not only focus on my studies...
my tuition teachers will have many extra classs...
tiring with them...

ytd..i chat wif my fren..
he come from perak too..although he older thn me 1 year onli.
whn i chat wif him ...i feel he is funny lo...
his name all tekyi...( tis is his nickname mayb...not his real name wad..)
erm....
he is so friendly i feel tht..
but duno la..cant sure for now...
cos we just knw each other not longer time..
so..
will try more communicate wif him
few weeks will going no online..
cnt chat wif him..
haiz...
anyways...
hope i can c him online 2day..
missing him much here..

Tekyi whr are you
hahas..
=)